I thought tonight might make me a little happier and less anxious, but it didn’t.
I’m LITTERLY sitting in the single chairs at the back.
My friends keep coming over to ask if I’m okay, but that makes me feel worse? Idk, I feel like shit I guess and it’s just getting worse.
Live blogging while I’m drunk at a club must be the best thing ever because it must make everyone feel Better that they aren’t such a big loser as me.
I take that back.
Get me drunk enough and I’ll dance.
Shitty but dancing.
I guess a good point of being a social reject/not one of the main people is that people won’t look for me/miss me if I just go to the side for most the night
Give me a club where they play anime ops and eds and stuff like that and I’ll be right at home.
Although I guess most the people would be social outcasts and it would be pretty shit.
Clubs do not suit me.
I don’t dance to interact with people……
For a kids series, Kamen Rider and Sentai toys are fucking expensive.
I JUST WANT A RIDER BELT, OR MAYBE SOME LOCK SEEDS.
But fuck paying 70+ for a belt and 20+ for 1 lock seed.
Ushijima has like the most perfect body.
I would kill to make that mine.
More like Kamen Rider Gaym.
WHAT SORT OF FUCKING LOSER WOULD CRY WHEN A LOAD OF TEAMS DECIDED TO DANCE TOGETHER.
KAMEN RIDER GAIM IS SO FUCKING GAY BUT ITS MAKING ME CRY.